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is any one here...................?
not sure , y isn't any one talking to me.......

leave it''''''''''
and about today
the day wasn't that fun but today while viewing my old album i started thinking about the changes that came in my life from a long time...... its not bad but its drastic .....
its strange ...... i mean there is one saying "THE ONLY THING THAT WONT CHANGE IS CHANGE" .......................which is so true.....

my mobile is not working properly and cant really ask my parents to replace it because i know they wont ....

hey did any 1 saw 'jab tak hee jaan ' SRK's new flick............... its bound to be awesome ......

my first love first / crush ended up failure it was really a comedy when ever he was ready for a relationship i was not and vice verse....................

 And my first relationship was with my batch mate....................... he was the one who wanted to be in a relationship with me in the first place . way back then it was really cute, the excitement of first love was an out of the world experiment ............. the feeling of having some one in a new way ........
every time he came near me my heart started exhilarating and his touch made it explode.........
it lasted a year and half ...
but we broke up when his ego  got in the way.............


there s a second part coming tomorrow

but for now gnt
sweet dreams
take care


toddles

do i have to do this

y s it always important to wear all this gold and heavy dress while going at a function with ur relatives ....
i mean when my comfort dress is jeans and a top with my hair down ..... letting It fly in the air
then y do they care where i have cut it short ........
 i don't want Long hair so i chopped It .....  dam it every time they ask what happen to your hair i feel like taking a sicers and cut their hair and show them how easy it is .... and if they don't want that don't ask me y .........
i don't mind any one living the way they want but i don't want anyone to come and tell me how to live my life ...........it just suck that i have to hear their crap with a smiling face ................
all i want to tell them is............
STAY AWAY ... STAY FAR AWAY..........
CAZ THIS S MY LIFE ...... AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY I AM GONNA LIVE IT MY WAY



AND ALL U READING THIS PLZ I AM NOT A BAD PERSON BUT I HURTS WHEN SOME1 ELSE IS TRYING TO TAKE CONTROL OF MY LIFE  ................... but the best part is i wont let them do so ............................. :-)
rite now this moment i have  all the freedom In the world to let the world know whats in my mind ..... i don't have to control myself here  i don't have to put a fake smile IN my face all i have to do is type the words and spill the beans....................
it just feel good just to open my mind to attest some1 who can attest tread this and well pls feel free to comment both good and bad i wont mind

better is there some thing u hate to do and u r forced to do ............
tell me
let me know
and hey
gnt
sleep tight


              toddles               *

am back

i had  a really cool post written here but accidentally dint post it ........ stupid me............
cant write all that again sorry

my very fist day

I really don't know why am writing a blog 

all possible reasons could be :

*     am boared 

*     am alone rite now

*     i love to write 

*     i love talking 

well this kinda sucks so moving on 

am phoenix, and this is my first day here  

so rite now life is just another play , i have to play my part and as i am new to this i am not sure its an impressive attempt...........................................

so am gonna start simpler 

a self introduction will do i guess

am 18 .... am tall , with silky brown hair and glasses , i read obsessively ....... i have pretty high grades.. i am a very outspoken person i can keep talking for hours and hours and hours....

For now that will do ........ i guess